Miss you!

Assalamualaikum,

Today is Wednesday.. Tomorrow is the end of the 2015 year.. but mama feel so sad.. down.. not in good mood.. 2015 is the challenge year for me and you sayang.. we live in low rate cost living.. mama try so hard just to make sure my daughter live in comfortable, happy.. mama feel so ssorry to you because mama cant give you beautiful life.. you have to live without your father.. its okey.. mama already become mama and ayah.mama become both.. now baba came into our life.. he can make mama happy.. can make rania happy as well.. fiirst time met, Nia just like shy.. not too much speak..but i know nia loves baba. mama feels so weird.. even though nia not too closed to baba, but nia can play with baba..nia always call his name.. mama was so happy if nia can accept baba in your life just like mama did. . mama loves you .. mama loves baba so much.. mama dont want to lose both of you.. past is past.let it be a memory to memorized.. now.. mama always busy with my business.. but trust me.. mama always make some time to bring you walk around.. mama try.. mama loves you much.. mama miss you.. another 30 minutes .. mama will go and fetch you then.ok? wait for mama ok sayang..

loves,
mama

ni time nia masih baby.. miss that time.. sayang anak mama..

THE fATE! REDHA ITU TERIMA! PASRAH ITU MENYERAH!!~~~

Assalamualaikum,

Dulu,mama pernah postkan tajuk hilang tp masa tu mama masih blm berpisah dengan ayah..

HILANG!

Hari ini... sunyi sekali... tidak seperti yang lalu...

bermula diri aku sendiri... tiada lagi kau di sisi...

hilang semua bayanganmu... yang tinggal hanya kenangan bersamamu... 

aku HILANGGGG...

Tuhan tolong ampunkan dosanya... pada hamba Mu yang lemah..

bekalkan ia keberkatan... agar dia bahagia...

di sana... tempat mu selamanya... di sini.. hanya menanti...

itu lah kita manusia... takkan kekal kasih... selamanya... 

Assalamualaikum wbt... thanks sebab sudi jengah blog i.. sedih sangat bila dengar lagu dr Adira ni.. walaupun lirik lagu dia xde la sama dengan cerita i ni, tapi alunan muzik dia buatkan i rasa sayu.. sedih... it keep me blown away with the melody.. 

walau sebesar mana pun dugaan yang kita hadapi, jangan risau,. hikmah Allah seluas lautan yang kita tak tahu..





tapi hari ini, mama tahu mama dah pun kehilangan ayah nia.. He already happy with other person.. i just can smile even it is so hard for me to accept. mama wish ayah bahagia dengan pilihan ayah yang baru. . mama hope ayah will never forget Rania because mama know that ayah already forget mama.. mama pasrah! mama Redha! mama hope Rania tak benci ayah. this is fate.. mama's fate.. mama doakan anak mama tak jadi mcm mama. mama sentiasa doakan anak mama bahagia dan berjaya dunia akhirat. In Sha Allah sayang!!~

SINCERE LOVE,

MAMA

Kekasih Mama

Assalamualaikum,

Actually mama bosan and ngantuk sebab cikgu yang mengajar mama dan kursus ni was so boring.. tapi xpe la.mama coretkan nukilan untuk anak mama.

kekasih mama???

namaaa diaaaa.... Nur Safia Rania laaa... anak mama dah makin cerdik sekarang. mama was so happy with u sayang everyday. when anak mama woke up, mama will sing a song for u.. 

Do you wanna build a snow mannn??? i love the warm hug! oh just like Olaf said! and u love to say bbbaaannnaaannnaaaa.. ba ba ba ..ba ba nana.. its like minion said. that was so cute n make my day smiling ..

Atuk belikan basikal untuk anak mama. and you know how to mention it! basikall.. hahaaha 

everyday, mama feel like wanna bring you to walk around.. anywhere even without ayah. its ok sayang. ayah have a new wife soon. so mama will be with you stat you still in my stomach.. mama will never leave you. will never let you cry. will never make you sad.. mama likes to see you smile, laugh. super duper cute plus you so funny.makes my day happy!

Oh Bulan mana bintnag, mana dia kekasih mama?  tu yang baca blog ni.. =)

sincere love,

mama

BAHAGIAMU DERITAKU...!!

tinggalkan ku..perlahan-lahan ku terima.... yang pasti aku.... takkan lupakan cinta darimu sayang.. pergilah jika itu yang boleh membahagiakanmu..ak redha.. datang lah padaku jika diriku perlukan ku.. aku akam sentiasa menunggu cinta darimu.. terbanglah jauh dari sini.. biar aku bawa perasaan sedih ini pergi.. Allah! sakitnya.. 

i will never walk in anyone shadow anymore.. because of the greatest love will give your life happiness..but if its the path that he will not be yours.. just let him go! nothing make me sad unless im losing you..  

sun.. plis shine my life..

moon.. plis accompany me when i sad

wave.. plis accept my tears

men.. plis dont broke my heart again!

friend.. plis take my hand in your arm

my daughter.. plis make mama happy.. 

thanks for accompany mama when mama sad.. mama happy.. always be with mama..mama loves you much! my soul..my love..my everything just for you sayang.. dont leave mama alone..

Allah.. plis make me strong!

Ibu RATU hatiku...

Assalamualaikum semua...

semalam Rania pergi jalan dengan ibu dan auntie Nurul..seronok tp Rania dah penat sangat main.. so, dalam kereta, Rania terus tido. Ayah pegi mancing dengan Uncle Arul, Uncle Khyrul, Uncle Wan.. Rania kat rumah je dengan ibu dan nenek. bosan.. kesian ibu nak melayan Rania sebab Rania asyik nangis je sebab bosan. tq ibu sebab bawak Rania jalan p shopping pampers Rania. masa dalam kereta, masa ibu drive, Rania pegang je tangan ibu..sebab seronok. lain kali kita pergi jalan lagi ea ibu ...


sayang ibu,

Rania

Surat Untuk Nur Safia Rania

Assalamualaikum sayang...

Dalam hidup ni perlukan banyak pengorbanan yang bakal menyakitkan hati, 

melukakan hati,menguatkan hati and the most important is sacrifice will make your heart have more patience on it.. just because of you, 

Nur Safia Rania,

 ibu sanggup do anything for you.. ibu sedar.. sepanjang perkahwinan ibu dan ayah, we have so much things that troubled us.. tp ibu yang bertanggungjawab untuk fix it.. its ok. thats called pengorbanan that i need to do. bila Rania dah besar, ibu pasti Rania akan faham apa yang ibu maksudkan.. ibu dan ayah sayang Rania. we will do anything just for your happiness.. we will always together, happy ever after.. dont worry you will get your sibling soon.. <3 <3 <3

much love,
ibu & ayah

**writing, ibu.. ayah keje.. 

You Are My Sunshine..

You are my sunshine.. my only sunshine.. you make me happy when sky are grey.. you never know dear.. how much i love you.. please dont take my sunshine away..
you both are my soul.. please dont leave me alone.. i cant imagine if you both not here, in front of me.. whatever happen in our life is the challenge that we need to face. its all about our daughter.. we love her, we never leave her grow up without us.. we will raise her up with love.. we are sorry sayang about what had happen.. i will make sure that we will live together.. happy ever after forever..
much love,
ibu

HILANG!

Hari ini... sunyi sekali... tidak seperti yang lalu...

bermula diri aku sendiri... tiada lagi kau di sisi...

hilang semua bayanganmu... yang tinggal hanya kenangan bersamamu... 

aku HILANGGGG...

Tuhan tolong ampunkan dosanya... pada hamba Mu yang lemah..

bekalkan ia keberkatan... agar dia bahagia...

di sana... tempat mu selamanya... di sini.. hanya menanti...

itu lah kita manusia... takkan kekal kasih... selamanya... 

Assalamualaikum wbt... thanks sebab sudi jengah blog i.. sedih sangat bila dengar lagu dr Adira ni.. walaupun lirik lagu dia xde la sama dengan cerita i ni, tapi alunan muzik dia buatkan i rasa sayu.. sedih... it keep me blown away with the melody.. 

walau sebesar mana pun dugaan yang kita hadapi, jangan risau,. hikmah Allah seluas lautan yang kita tak tahu..